I clearly still care, after all, I am blogging about you. I feel like this is where I should share all our funny stories and pictures, but you probably don’t care. If you did… We’d probably still be friends and this blog would be titled some thing different.. People always ask about you, it’s one of the most uncomfortable conversations. I always tell them you’re doing good, at least I hope you are. I wouldn’t know. I never saw this coming, but maybe you did. I still try to reach out to you, but I can only handle so many one word responses. Even though we aren’t best friends, or even friends, anymore, I still want to thank you.
Thank you for being my best friend, it wasn’t easy. We went through so much together, and I will always be thankful for that. Thank you for sharing so many memories with me, I hope you don’t forget about them. Thank you for the laughs, car rides, and snacks. You were a great friend. I wish nothing but the absolute best for you. I know you will do great things in life, you’re a fantastic person full of potential. Don’t let it waste. Stay smart, enjoy life. You deserve the best, and I hope you’re getting that. Seriously, thank you for being my best friend during that phase of life. You will ALWAYS mean so much to me.
Remember, just that we are no longer friends, I don’t hate you. Trust me, I’ve tried. I have tried to just block you out and push you away. I can’t, even though it would be so much easier. I am still so proud of you. Everything has an end date, sadly ours was sooner than I had hope. Even though our paths of life are no longer intertwined, I hope you’re happy.
Sometimes, I find myself still looking at our pictures and laughing. I scroll through our screenshots and laugh. I think back to high school and the events we went together and laugh. I find pictures of things I know you’d love and want to send them, but I don’t.
I really hope you read this blog, if you even read any of them. I won’t send this to you, because you may not even care. But if you’re reading this, remember I love you and care about you deeply. I still think about you, and I want you to go far in life. I’m sadden by our distance, but I know it was for a reason. If you’ve read this far, remember I have reached out, and I hope one day you’ll reach back.
Your Ex-Best Friend